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Hannah Rutigliano @silly-stungun-millie

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Hiding In The Light

Posted by silly-stungun-millie - July 25th, 2008


For irrational reasons, I can't bring myself to go anywhere near the NG forums or my projects. I guess I fear a torrent of hatred aimed at me, whether I get things done or not.
Poopies. :(

I also feel like I've lost my artistic touch, which is NOT a good thing.

Usually when I get bored with a project, I just move on to something else and keep cycling through different mediums until I feel like tackling it again... But right now I'm stuck in a doldrum and I can't. do. anything. People are waiting on me (probably angry by now) and I'm not really free to move on until I'm done. Truthfully, I've NEVER been so bitterly disgusted with an art-related project in my life as I have been with my 2nd CTSG animation. It's constantly on my mind and wearing a hole in my stomach lining as well.

... It also doesn't help that a week ago I had stopped at an intersection and right behind me some idiot was talking on her phone while driving, dropped it, went to pick it up and immediately rear-ended my car. I've been having chronic headaches and fatigue since then.


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You've been having headaches ever since the car accident? Shouldn't you see a doctor or something?